My First NYC Stage Show: A Lead Role in Edgy Off-Off Broadway Play ‘Fun and Games’

After recently relocating to the east coast from Los Angeles to continue my entertainment and media career, I was beyond thrilled to nab a lead role in my first NYC play last month!

We just wrapped playwright Claude Solnik’s Fun and Games on Sunday, which we performed for the first time off-off-Broadway at Theater for the New City in the East Village.

Productions at this iconic venue have won 43 Obie Awards in total and the Pulitzer Prize for Drama. Sam Shepard used to do plays out of here, along with Tim Robbins, Adrien Brody, and Nobel prize-winner Gao Xingjian.

As far as the plot, “a couple comes up with a daring game to spice up their relationship, and then decide to take things a step further,” Solnik described of his edgy, dark comedy. “A film noir-style play in which the stakes increase as the game gets real and it becomes tougher to tell the player from the played.”

Director Justin Bennett was fabulous to work with and we are so lucky that he lined up such a great cast and crew. The ensemble piece starred myself as Bethany, Joshua Gutierrez as Kevin, Enrique Huili as Nate, Arisael Rivera as Denny, Leo Delgado as Sweeney and Bridgette Leath as a police officer.

Enrique Huili as Nate, Joshua Gutierrez as Kevin, and Marisa Sullivan as Bethany. Photo credit: Claude Solnik

Mikaela Blanchard served as stage manager. Marsh Shugart designed and ran the lights and sound while Everett Clark designed costumes; Mengyi Lui designed the set.

We performed eight shows from Oct. 13-23 and thankfully, gained a few nice reviews/comments.

BroadwayWorld.com described Fun and Games as “an unpredictable series of events in which we find out that nobody is who they appear and relationships can be put on and taken off like disguises.”


Theatrescene.org reviewer Darryl Reilly, a Drama Desk-member who has covered New York City’s performing arts since 2013, had some nice comments to say about our performances.

Reilly graciously expressed that my “expressive voice, limber physicality and display of varying emotion” all “enhance her full-blooded characterization.”

For Joshua Gutierrez, who plays my character’s husband, Kevin, Reilly noted that his “relatable everyman persona enables to convey humor and pathos with effective ease,” while Enrique Huili plays his role of Nate “with appealing youthful passion and comedic flourishes.”

Overall, “this magnetic trio carries the play,” Reilly said of our work.

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Review by Theatrescene.org‘s Darryl Reilly

I couldn’t be more grateful for the experience and opportunity to connect with all of these dedicated, talented actors and showcase many aspects of my energy—it is definitely a form of therapy!

I had nearly 100 pages of text and was in all scenes but one in this 80-minute show. The first scene alone was 30-pages of quick, back-and-forth dialogue—and a lot of action! I was slightly nervous that my brain wasn’t going to be able to operate in that way anymore after the effects from cancer treatment. I’m a two-year breast cancer survivor and it was initially a challenge to get my brain working again, which is why I focus so much on my writing.

While rehearsing for Fun and Games, I also nabbed another spot in a sketch comedy show at a theater in Hell’s Kitchen. More news coming soon!

SPECIAL THANKS: I am so happy that my mom Marion Judd flew up from Florida to see me, along with my college friend and co-bandit Tracy Berdelle, who flew in from the Chicago burbs where we grew up. Hometown pals Leigh Wallace (with her mom Freesia) and Chris Sims — now veteran New Yorkers —came out to support, in addition to marketing and production exec Lisa Long Adler, who came to check us out with her nephew, music PR coordinator and real-life radiant Care Bear, Chris Baer. Last, but certainly not least, my wonderful boyfriend Jake, who had flowers delivered backstage to our dressing area ahead of my performance opening weekend. Also, thanks Claude for the flowers on opening night. Thank you all for making me feel special. New York City, thank you for the warm welcome thus far!

My Feature for Los Angeles Magazine

Thank you to the iconic Los Angeles Magazine for inviting me to contribute and share my story in honor of National Cancer Survivors Day!

Once owned by ABC, LA mag has been around since 1961, and continues to cover the people, lifestyle, fashion, and luxury that set Angelenos apart from the rest.

After 20 years in the city, I will always call it home … wherever I may roam.

Link to the piece HERE.

Happy National Cancer Survivors Day! Video: My Mid-Pandemic Battle

I’m a two-year survivor of triple-negative breast cancer and was diagnosed on my 40th birthday.

I know it sounds weird, but overall, this disease is oddly the best thing to have happened to me. My life needed a bit of steering, and now I’m here to help you. Here’s a vid of nearly one year of intense treatment, chopped down to under 5 minutes. It’s all so vivid when I watch, yet all such a blur.

I sometimes completely forget I was stuck in a pandemic with a cancer tumor in me—what a trip.

Due to the aggressive nature of my type of cancer, you typically do treatment first prior to surgery, so I had to sit there for months with this fool chilling inside of me, not really knowing if the chemo was working or if the cancer had spread. It was trippy to be able to feel it and also a little scary because I didn’t think it was shrinking at one point. Little did I know it was all dead cells and scar tissue at that point.

Reuters did a story on me given the fact that I was “lucky” to get my surgery—which is crazy that it was a hot commodity at the time—and The New York Times picked it up.

Cancer + divorce + an insane pandemic lockdown at the same time = no fun, not to mention an emergency egg-retrieval surgery amid all the madness … but it all brought me to where I am today.

I deserve to continue telling my story, and when they time is right I will tell it in its entirety.

FUCK CANCER

I forgive my cancer, I forgive my ex, and most importantly, I forgive MYSELF. It was a highly complex situation with layers and layers of deep pain.

This song “Nutshell,” by Alice In Chains has always been one of my favorites, but it has particular special meaning for me from during this time. It signifies a dark time where my life completely took a turn … I’ve always appreciated dark music, as it helps me feel emotions even more deeply than I already do. Plus, Jerry Cantrell’s show at the Pico Union Project in DTLA was the last show that I saw before the world shut down and music did as well. At the time, we didn’t know if or when it would be back. And I didn’t know if I would be around to see it come back.

Happy National Cancer Survivors Day. I walked 11 miles today, spent the day in Central Park, with birds chirping, dogs barking, kids giggling, couples smooching, trumpets blaring, and kite’s flying. Super grateful to be here and super happy in NYC.

XOXO,

Marisa

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On the Carpet: Variety’s ‘Power of Women’ for E!’s ‘Daily Pop’

I was on the white carpet for E! News’ Daily Pop last night at the Variety: Power of Women event honoring the most powerful women in media and entertainment—and I was honored to be here right here along with them at the Glasshouse Chelsea in NYC.

I interviewed Camila Cabello, Drew Barrymore, Kim Cattrall, Amanda Seyfried, Queen Latifah, Billy Porter, Sarah Silverman and more about female empowerment and mental health. Check it out.

https://youtu.be/CUrZ2On9I10

Back on Stage: ‘Love, Loss, and What I Wore’ Has the Most Moving Monologue About Breast Cancer

Have you ever realized how much emotion we have tied to pieces of clothing?

I was cast as a lead in Nora and Delia Ephron’s “Love, Loss, and What I Wore.” This was my first time being a part of an all-female cast, my first performance in St. Petersburg, Fla., AND my first return to the stage after nearly eight months of cancer treatment.

Oh, and yeah that pandemic thing. This was a COVID-friendly performance where six of us women spent an hour and a half on stage over six feet apart. The show is all monologues, we had mainly virtual rehearsals, and we wore masks in between our individual time in the spotlight. The audience was filled to 25% capacity for the three-week run.

I adored my monologues. I played a Chicago girl (ahem) reliving stimulating memories of her “gang sweater” in high school and a dark-alley sexual encounter with Lemons, “the Warlord of the Latin Chancellors,” a sassy, neurotic New Yorker in a hysterical piece about high heels vs. flats … and divorce.

And my final monologue, a breast cancer survivor who was reliving her mastectomy experience and journey with cancer. Many audience members came up to me after and said that I had made them cry. I’m not sure how much “acting” I had to do in that one, since it was so easy to connect with. The key for that monologue was to stifle that emotion and let it bubble just below the surface until the last line, “You know, when you get diagnosed with breast cancer at 27 years old, no one thinks you’re going to live. But I did!” I aimed to deliver it with all the power of a real-life breast cancer survivor who had, indeed, survived.

The St. Petersburg City Theatre is a magical establishment, and has been running since the 1920s! Coming from Los Angeles, not that our theatre scene is (or was) the tits or anything compared to New York, I wasn’t sure what to expect in Florida. The cast and crew were—dare I say—even more professional than many I have worked with in L.A. through the years. I was thoroughly impressed with the level of talent and commitment. I’m sure this holds true nearly everywhere in the U.S. It just goes to show that you don’t have to go to the west coast to perform, especially these days.

I’m missing Los Angeles, but I had to get out. It wasn’t the place to be for me while I was finishing my treatment. I simply couldn’t be locked down in a small apartment without being able to see family. And those fires. Eek. Not the greatest for a cancer patient with asthma.

There is more space here, I am surrounded by water on this glorious peninsula, and I can breathe fresh air. I will be back when the situation further improves. But for now, I’m 40 minutes away from my mom and I see close family and friends who are visiting from Chicago, my hometown, almost every week.

‘I’m Lucky’: Cancer Surgery Amid Coronavirus Pandemic (NYT)

My battle was featured in the New York Times!

By Reuters

  • May 18, 2020

(Reuters) – As Los Angeles begins to emerge from more than two months of coronavirus lockdown, 40-year-old Marisa Sullivan will have surgery this week to remove a malignant tumor from her left breast.

Sullivan’s surgery is set for Monday at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, which suspended critical medical procedures for weeks to manage a wave of patients with COVID-19, the illness caused by the novel coronavirus. Now hospitals across the country are resuming care beyond the pandemic, introducing new precautions to convince people it is safe to seek treatment. For cancer patients in particular, the risk of contracting the virus in a healthcare facility is a top concern.

Sullivan worked as an events planner before her diagnosis last November with triple-negative breast cancer, an especially aggressive type that does not respond to hormone treatments or genetically targeted therapies. She completed a prescribed chemotherapy regimen in April, and worried that a follow-on surgery to remove the tumor would get delayed.

She now feels fortunate to have access to the care.

“I was thinking all of a sudden I am going to be stuck with a tumor in me in the middle of a pandemic, and surgeries are going to shut down,” Sullivan said in a telephone interview. “I’m lucky I had that May 18 date scheduled. I got it locked in literally last week.

More than 88,000 Americans have died and over 1.4 million have been infected with the novel coronavirus, which attacks the respiratory system and can trigger an extreme immune response in the most severe cases. People with underlying health conditions, from cancer to diabetes or asthma, are at higher risk of complications or death from COVID-19.

To protect patients like Sullivan, whose immune system is already compromised by her chemotherapy treatments, Cedars-Sinai is conducting surgeries in an annex building rather than the main campus where COVID-19 patients are hospitalized. No visitors are allowed. Two days before the procedure, Sullivan was tested for the virus and the results were negative. 

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She was already well into her chemotherapy treatments when alarm over a U.S. outbreak of coronavirus began to be raised in late February, adding a new dimension to the emotional trauma and anxiety of dealing with cancer.

“I already felt kind of trapped — I can’t travel, I can’t do a lot of things, then all of a sudden the whole world can’t go to a party or go to a bar,” Sullivan said. 

Nurses at the Beverly Hills cancer care center where she received chemotherapy infusions started wearing more and more protective gear – gloves, masks, and gowns. Hugs and handshakes disappeared, then visitors were banned, a heartbreaking change for the elderly and terminally-ill, as well as younger, first-time patients.

For her final infusion in April, Sullivan had planned a small party at the infusion center with a few friends, cake and maybe some unauthorized champagne, but the plans were scrapped as the lockdown rules took effect.

“All of a sudden I was sitting there alone,” she said. “I did still wear a red dress and lipstick – I wanted to feel my greatest.”

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After her surgery, she will find out whether the cancer has spread beyond the breast, into lymph nodes or elsewhere. If all goes as she hopes, the chemo will have done its job to shrink the tumor and all she will need is follow-up radiation. 

Sullivan plans to take a week or two to recover, then will drive cross-country to her mother’s home in Florida, where she has already arranged to undergo prescribed radiation treatment at Moffitt Cancer Center in Tampa. Sullivan appreciates that many people will be able to return to a more normal way of life in the reopening, but thinks wistfully of a trip to Paris with her husband that was derailed by the cancer diagnosis.

“Everyone is thinking of living again – traveling, going to a restaurant and having a glass of wine,” she said. “Now my mom’s house is my Paris.”

Check out The NY Times article HERE.

I Got Cast: TMI Hollywood, L.A.’s Longest-Running Sketch Comedy Show

When I first saw that TMI Hollywood — a sketch comedy group out of Second City that has been doing shows since 2012 — was casting again for the 2020 season I was like awww man I can’t do this right now, I’m on chemo number TWELVE for triple-negative breast cancer. Then a nanosecond went by and I realized who I was talking to! ME. YES I CAN.

I auditioned and got cast in the opening show last night at the Hudson Theatres and then was asked to be part of the official 2020 season cast. Next show TBD but I luckily only have three treatments left. The morning after this show was when my gnarlier chemo started, my docs let me move it from Friday so that I could do this. I felt great, I did great and had a blast doing it.

2020 TMI Hollywood/Bill Kelly

At the end of a live show I’m usually like “Phew, thank God that’s over.” With this, I was like “That was SO fun I can’t wait to do another one!”

I’m very proud that I didn’t let this typically life-sucking illness take this opportunity away from me. Next show TBD. Such talented people to work with, I had wanted to be part of this for several years.

Cancer does not rule me and I’m making it my bitch.

You can follow TMI Hollywood for updates on live shows, video content and more on Facebook and Instagram.

I’m Nominated: Best Lead Actress in a Play

Woke up to some fun news that brightened my day today! I’m nominated for Best Lead Actress in a Play by the Valley Theatre Awards in Los Angeles for my performance in “The Absurdity of Sex” by Paul Storiale. We performed it back in September at the Sherry Theatre in the NoHo Arts District after just a couple of quick rehearsals. It was HILARIOUS and I am so excited, thanks Valley Theatre Awards!

The awards ceremony is scheduled for June 15, 2020 at the Colony Theatre in Burbank. Congrats to all the nominees, there is a LOT of theatre here in Los Angeles and I’m super stoked to be recognized for this batshit performance it was so much fun;)

Check out all the nominations here.

‘I’ll Be Around’ Wins Best Indie Film at the Hollywood Reel Film Fest

It’s official! “I’ll Be Around” won Best Independent Feature at the Hollywood Reel Independent Film Festival. We found out about the win ahead of the premiere at Regal Cinemas L.A. Live tonight. I came home from my chemotherapy treatment today and got ready for a rare night out. I thought pink would be appropriate. Rock ‘n’ roll!

‘I’ll Be Around’ Nominated for Best Picture, Best Indie Film at HRIFF

I’ll Be Around” is an official selection at the Hollywood Reel Independent Film Festival. The music flick, co-written and directed by Michael Cuenca, has been nominated for Best Picture and Best Independent Film at the fest, which takes place at L.A. Live/Staples Center in Downtown Los Angeles February 16-26. The film features a cast of over 50 eccentric characters (including yours truly, playing “Rita” and special appearances from J Mascis, Frank Agnew, Casey Royer and Pleasant Gehman) navigating their way through social and philosophical issues during a post-punk music festival.

Other contenders in the Best Picture category? “A Dark Foe” with Selma Blair, “Daniel Isn’t Real,” produced by Elijah Wood and “The Lighthouse” with Willem Dafoe and Robert Pattinson, also nominated for an Oscar. Not bad.

“I’ll Be Around” has also been accepted into the 21st San Francisco Independent Film Festival, aka SF Indie Fest, taking place next month.

Comedy Hour: Back On Stage in ‘The Absurdity of Sex’ by Paul Storiale

Marisa Sullivan, Lionel McGoil, Jillian Gorman and Jack Menzies in The Absurdity of Sex at the Sherry Theatre in the NoHo Arts District, North Hollywood.

Sex, anyone? I had a blast performing in The Absurdity of Sex at the Sherry Theatre in the NoHo Arts District this past weekend. The writing was sharp and provocative in this one-hour comedy — written and directed by Paul Storiale — which revolved around three issue-ridden couples whose lives all intertwine, and we were grateful for the nonstop laughs from the audience after a frenzied week of putting a show together in just three rehearsal days.

I played “Karrie,” a highly sexual and mildly abusive writer who is a tad batshit and desperate to save her marriage in an unconventional way. My character’s partner “Zachary” was played by Lionel McGoil, Jillian Gorman as “Trystan,” Jack Menzies as “Bobby,” Tyler Adkins as “Kyle,” and Fernando Mitre as the hilarious model “Erik.”

The Absurdity of Sex may be coming back for a longer run in November so stay tuned!

Festival Fashion: Coachella Road Trip Photo Shoot

Left to right back: Eva Catherine, Andrea Feczko, Stuart Brazell, Claudia Alvarado, Rachel McCord, Marisa Sullivan, Chris Han, Emily Marcus, Kelly Helfman. Left to right front: Brandi Fowler, Hana Giraldo, Kinya Claiborne, Amanda Champagne, Kelleth Cuthbert, Danilla Skies. Photo by Malachi Bañales.

Road Trip!

I was beyond excited to collab with The McCord List + WWD Magic for a day of festival fashion photo shoots on a Coachella-bound luxury bus tour with 15 other influencers and media darlings.

Decked out in Molly Bracken, Line + Dot, Seychelles shoes and Béljoy jewelry — after a morning of GLAMSQUAD sent to our homes and armed and dangerous with a few photogs — we were off to the desert with Whitney, Britney and bubbly keeping us dancing along the way.

First stop was Redlands. Okay maybe I’ve only been here once back in the day to interview Angelina Jolie’s wedding photographer, but seriously when did it get so cute!

Picturesque Orange Street Alley looks more European than San Bernardino Valley lined with an Instagram-worthy colorful art installation of umbrellas along the pedestrian path of restaurants, bars and cafés swirling with murals.

Orange Street Alley in Redlands, CA. Brandi Laren, Emily Marcus, Rachel McCord and Amanda Champagne Meadows.

Back to the bus for a wardrobe change and some more desert debauchery on the way to our second photo location.

Former head cheerleader and my Co-Headliner Joseph Whipple.

Second stop, Cap Homme/Ralph Adams Park in Palm Desert, California where a giant pink art installation, the “Dive-In” Sculpture — a part of Desert X 2019 a recurring international contemporary art exhibition — lures selfie-enthusiasts.

Palm Desert. Photo by Malachi Bañales.
Do the desert with me, I dare you.

Dress by Line + Dot. Béljoy jewelry. My personal bag by Dirtbags LA.

We didn’t make it to our third stop because we were losing light and had to get to Palm Sprangs by nightfall and we were thoroughly spent from a 10-hour day of dance-offs, changing outfits, being on our phones all day, posing and nonstop laughter. I may have to go back to the chiropractor because of my whiplash but it was well worth it! And not one bruise from all the splits and kicks and swinging from the roll bars (proudly wipes tear from eye). That’s for my Instagram Stories viewers only so tune in next time!

I will end this post with a Game of Thrones-inspired description of yours truly by my cousin Sara:

“Marisa of the House of Sullivan, the First of Her Name, the Unburnt, Queen of the L.A., booze and family. Queen of the California Kingdom, Breaker of Rules and Mother of Inspiration.”

-Sara Klingseisen

BEST DAY EVER! PEACE OUT!

My Exclusive Interview with Grammys Standout Brandi Carlile

Neon lights. Warner Music Group party at The NoMad Hotel in DTLA. Photo by Marisa Sullivan.

Brandi Carlile — the most nominated female at this year’s Grammys who took home three out of the six — is also THEE most mellow in person.

While all of the pop divas who hit Warner Music Group’s Pre-Grammy carpet split after just a few quick photos, Carlile actually took the time to chat extensively with each and every reporter down the line, a rarity in this business unless it’s your film that’s premiering or you are paid to promote something. No joke;)

Check out my exlusive Us Weekly interview with this chill crooner from Warner Music Group’s bash at The NoMad Hotel HERE!

Marisa Sullivan at the Warner Music Group pre-Grammy party at the NoMad Hotel.

Courtney Sixx: It’s a Girl Girl Girl!

Courtney Sixx confirms she and rocker hubs Nikki are expecting a baby girl!

“My dream has always been to have a little girl. I cannot wait to dress her up like a princess and do lots and lots of art and flower project with her! Hopefully she loves pink as much as her mommy does!”

I can personally say that Courtney is such a loving, hands on step-mom to Nikki’s four kids and I cannot wait to see her doting on her little rock ‘n’ roll beauty queen.

Check out my exclusive with Us Weekly here!

Exclusive: Nikki and Courtney Sixx Confirm Pregnancy News

Mötley Cüte!

I have been keeping this exciting secret for over a month now but Courtney and Nikki Sixx finally gave me the go ahead to share that they’re having their first little bundle of joy together! Read my baby news exclusive with Us Weekly here!

I also know the sexx, but I’m not spilling yet:) Keep your guitars tuned for more news soon!

Gaga for Golden Globes

In Black Halo Eve at the 2019 Golden Globes.
Gaga takes time to talk with a female firefighter who helped battle the California fires.
Backstage in the Press Room – Anthony Rossomando, Andrew Wyatt, Lady Gaga and Mark Ronson win for Best Song. Photo credit: me.
Bill Hader, up for Best Performance in a Television Series — Musical or Comedy for “Barry.” I am not holding a Globe, that’s the flute of my Moet split. The official champers of the Golden Globes.

‘Vice’ World Premiere – Interviewed Golden Globe Contenders Amy Adams and Christian Bale in Beverly Hills

Photo by Marisa Sullivan

L.A. VICE! Christian Bale, Amy Adams, Steve Carrell and Sam Rockwell all hit the red carpet on Tuesday night with their significant others in tow at the Globe-nominated “Vice” world premiere at the Samuel Goldwyn Theatre in Beverly Hills.

Bale is nominated for Best Actor in the Dick Cheney biopic — which will compete in the Best Motion Picture – Musical or Comedy category — while Amy scored TWO nods for her performances in “Vice” and HBO’s limited series “Sharp Objects.”

I chatted with Adams — so humble and chill, one of my favorites — about whether or not the Globes news would affect her holiday splurging and how she gears up for the first-week-of-January awards show that she will NOT be taking her daughter to. Read why and more of my interview with Amy for Us Weekly here.

Bale — who was quite light and playful tonight — was getting rushed in by reps and was able to answer a quick question about packing on the lbs to play the former U.S. Vice President.

“I had more fun gaining the weight than losing it!” he turned and said with a charming smile. Check out Us Weekly’s post here.

I have a feeling I will be seeing these two in the press room!

Deliberations: Season 3—I’m Voicing Marilyn Monroe-based Character for Top True Crime Podcast

Was it murder or suicide?

Marilyn Monroe’s death has spawned an endless list of conspiracies. Season 3 of Deliberations takes listeners through the imagined trial of one theory.

I am thrilled to be voicing the character based off of Marilyn, Ava Michaels. I also play psychiatrist Dr. Mathers.

Episode 1: A Star Is Dead launched August 1. You can listen to the top rated courtroom drama through Apple Podcasts HERE.

“When I stop performing, I’ll stop existing.”

-M